It used to be I’d hop out of bed,
So eager to start my day.
But times have changed. I ask my mom,
“Can I stay home from school today?”
I find a lot of grounds,
To justify my stance.
I plead, I beg, I frown,
I do a little dance.
“My ears, they ache. My tummy’s sore.”
I blow my nose and cough some more.
“What are these spots upon my chest?”
I wheeze. I sneeze. I do my best.
My Mom sits down beside my bed.
“You are not sick.” I turn bright red.
I know she hates it when I lie.
She’d understand if she knew why.
So should I tell her of my woes?
And will it change things if she knows?
I fear she’ll only make things worse.
If I don’t tell her, I think I’ll burst.
And so I tell her of the clique.
The girls who say that I’m a “geek”.
I tell of giggles,
The whispers,
The rumors.
I talk of their spite,
They cruel sense of humor.
And …
It feels so good to vent.
Although it’s so private.
I talk and talk.
My Mom’s very quiet.
She says to me gently,
“I’m terribly sorry.”
We hug and we cry.
We go over my story.
Together we look at the things we can do.
I’m no longer alone; we have a plan too.
I think I can face being teased and harassed.
With Mom on my side, my power is vast
by Andrea Wilson
Topics for Discussion:
- The narrator doesn’t want to go to school because she will encounter the clique. What other effects could the experience of being bullied have on a person?
- Why is it so important to tell a trusted adult about being bullied?
- What is social or relational bullying? How does a clique ostracize a child?
- What are some helpful thing adults can do. How can they “make things worse”?
Classroom Activities:
- In small groups, come up with a “plan” to help the narrator.
- Turn the poem into a song.
- Continue the poem by repeating “It used to be …” and “But times have changed …” as they are used in the first stanza. This time use them to demonstrate what she has learned.
- For example:
It used to be I’d shake with fear,
Whenever they’d come my way.
But times have changed; when they come near,
I simply walk away.
- For example:
i can relate to all this poem has to say cause i done ben there and it took a long time for me to notice that i could not listen and they would leave me alone now i’m one of them and when they want me to make fun of someone i say no cause i konow how it feels
Hi Maria
I am so glad you shared this with me. So often the victims of bullying feel powerless. There are ways to deflect the attention of a predator-bully, but when you are on the receiving-end those tactics are hard to identify. That is why it is important to seek out the assistance of a trusted adult.
I am so relieved that you found your way out of the “target zone” and am very proud that you are exerting your influence to change the way they treat other people.
You go, girl!
andrea